529 Promises
(Jayden)
I rub my thumb over her knuckles. "We'll make it work. We always do." I want that to be the truth. More than anything.
She nods, but I can tell something else is bothering her.
"I won't spend more than one night away from the kids while you're gone," she says, like she's trying to convince herself more than me.
I smile, though I know that promise is going to be harder to keep than she thinks. "I appreciate that. But Winona... you have to be prepared for when you have to choose business over family sometimes. It's going to happen, and it's not going to feel great." Her shoulders stiffen slightly. "I can balance it, Jayden. I've been doing it already."
I exhale, running a hand through my hair. "I know you have, but it's going to get harder. Board meetings, investors, expansion plans-they don't wait for soccer practice or bedtime stories."
She crosses her arms, and there it is-that little flash of defensiveness I knew would come. "I know that. I'm not naive. But I'm not about to turn into one of those parents who are too busy to show up for their kids."
"I'm not saying you will," I say carefully, measuring my words. "But I also know how easy it is to get caught up in it all. Once the meetings start, the deadlines pile up, and the power starts to feel good..."
Winona's jaw tightens. "So, what? You think I'm going to become some cold-hearted CEO who forgets to call her kids?"
I sigh, rubbing the back of my neck. "That's not what I'm saying."
"It sure as hell sounds like it," she snaps, stepping away from me, arms tightening around her torso like she's holding herself together. "You think I don't already feel guilty? That I'm not lying awake at night wondering if I'm doing the right thing?"
I watch her for a second, my chest tightening. "Winona, I know you feel it. I feel it too. Every time I walk out that door, I feel like I'm failing someone."
Her eyes flash with emotion, and she lets out a shaky breath. "I just don't want us to fall apart because of this. I know you have changed so much to be with us."
"It's worth it. Like I said, in the moment you may have to choose work over family, but it's choices you make overall that really matter." I move toward her, reaching for her hand again. "We won't fall apart again."
Her lips press together, uncertainty flickering across her face. "I promise... when those moments happen, I'll talk to you about it. I won't just push through my feelings like it's nothing."
I know she means it, but I also know how easy it is to convince yourself that pushing through is the only way. That admitting you're drowning means failure.
I've never met anyone immune to that so far. And most of us have to make massive personal sacrifices to see what's important. But Winona already knows what's important, and that's why this is going to wreck her inside. I don't want that for her. But I'm not sure I can stop it either.
I stand up and pull her up to me. I cup her face, tilting it so she meets my gaze. "You don't have to do this alone. I mean it."
Her eyes soften, and she leans into my touch. "I know and thank you."
We stand there for a long moment, just holding onto each other. Everything looming ahead is heavy, but right now, it's just us.
Finally, I clear my throat. "We should set up a daily video call with the
kids. No matter what, we never blow that off for anything. Wherever we are, whatever we're doing, whoever we are with, we take that call
She nods quickly. "Yes, I need that. I don't care how busy we are. Every day we choose our family at that time."
I smile. "Every day. But that will
mean no flying and being out of service. We take stopovers, whatever we need to do. If we need to delay it for an hour, then we let each other know early."
She takes a deep breath and straightens, that familiar determination flickering back into place. "Okay. Let's start by finding the right nanny, and then... I'll take on the world." "That's my girl. But something else is bothering you," I sip my coffee, watching her closely. "Are you worried about how Lisa's handling the whole Logan situation?"
Winona sighs "Honestly? Yes. She'snoveldrama
brushing it off, but I can tell it's
hitting her hard. I suggested she check the USB Lance left her, but
she's avoiding it. I just get the feeling that there's something she isn't
teffing me."
"I guess I get it. My USB just made me more confused about how I feel about what he did."
"She'll get there," Winona says. "And so will you. It wouldn't surprise me if she decides to not take on this charity CEO position now."
I nod, but my gut tells me Logan's arrival isn't going away that easily.
Winona moves to clear the dishes, and I step behind her, wrapping my arms around her waist. "But you? You're gonna do amazing, you know that, right?"
She sighs, leaning into me. "I hope so. I just don't want to mess this up, Jayden. It meant a lot to Lance."
"You won't," I say, pressing a kiss to her neck. "You're Winona Brennan. They should be worried about you."
She laughs softly. "Damn right."
I chuckle, but the thought still lingers in the back of my mind. This level of corporate life? It'll change her. It changes everyone.
And as much as I believe in her, I can't help but wonder...
How much will it cost us in the end?
What do you think?
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